Have you ever had one of those nights that you get really dressed up even when you know you're not going anywhere special with someone your hanging out with, or when you get really dressed up to go somewhere with a person who stands you up.

Check.

Well, my summer has been incredibly boring so far, and i'd like to spice it up. I'm thinking it's meant to be like this though, maybe i should get more in tune to what i used to do. Read, Hike, bike, work out more than 2 times a week, sew things, shop at goodwill with mother, or even cook. i haven't cooked in so long. Going out every night doing god knows what could possibly not help me at this time in my life. I talked to Lexi on the phone today, man that was nice to hear her voice. I haven't really noticed how much i've missed her until i heard her stories. i miss our times together, and i know her record is doing great. i'm so proud of what she has become, and i still remember our very awkward stage of life together. i'm glad it was with her, though.

ALex is sending me more things in the mail, hahaaha, thank you for supplying most of my closet. Lately, i've become addicted to 'brain styling' something i consider what i do every time i walk into urban outfitters. I literally get overstimulated and have to leave the store. Maybe that's a good thing though, it at least gets my brain working creatively.

My to-do list:
1)Find 4 great monologues for NYU audition (2 being my plan B)
2)sew this dress i've been thinking about
3)finish reading extremely loud and incredibly close alongside crime and punishment
4)sign up for fall SAT(because i failed miserably the first time)
5)branch out friend wise, this isn't cutting it

i'm so sick of my mothers routine at night. seriously, goooooo toooo bedddd alreadyyyyyyyyyyyyy.